Making me feel alone and unwanted is the shittiest thing and I should hate you.
I don’t hate you though. Again, I really should because you are only concerned with yourself.
That’s unfortunate. However, I will always be here. The only thing that’s changed is that it may be harder to get me back next time.
Every time I try to move on I think of you or you call/text me. I literally can’t get away.
Certain songs make me sad because I think of our memories and instantly I start crying.
It shouldn’t be this way and I shouldn’t have to feel this way.
I want to hate you, but I can’t.
I feel like something is missing.
I want to grow and be happy and I want to be with you but I want be happy with myself more than I want you.